***** I had a few people ask me, so I'll say this more clearly-- none of these people are on DA, and I highly doubt that anyone on DA would know these 8 people. ******


Stolen from Kat, these are eight different messages I wrote to eight different people/subjects. None of whom concern you, but are just sort of dark patches from my past from when I used to be more... skrewed up, hehe. I am so psyched about tomorrow, because I finally get to see my bestest college buds for the weekend!! ^___^ Ohgawd, I might have just peed my pants from the excitement. Ostrabitches, unite!


1. Wow. We used to be good friends, but now we've slipped away. More like you have, anyways. As soon as you outgrow your imaginary world, I, among your other real-life friends, will be waiting with open arms because we miss you and love you and worry for you.

2. HAHA man I don't even know what to say, except I'll always love you like a sister. Yeah, you drive me crazy and can be so bitchy, but... somehow I always end up forgiving you and getting burned again. But sisters care for each other no matter what, right?

3. I can't thank you enough. It's too hard to say this out loud to you, but you've been there for me in all my tough times and protected me. To say that I owe you my life several times wouldn't be an exaggeration. I love you.

4. Sheesh, you sort of really ticked me off these past couple of days. If you would just stop bringing personal matters into your work space and getting me involved. I'm really glad that things are looking up for you and your girlfriend, but there are only so many times you can call the "its an emergency" card before I get wise to it... EH but you are still sort of cool... I GUESS.

5. You self-loathing, self-deprecating BITCH I hate you and what you have done for me in the last few years. If only I was strong enough to just get rid of you the first time I met you! I need to know if you are or ever were real, and if you're still out there. Because if you are, I WON'T let you rule my world any longer and I WILL defeat you.

6. I've been so confused this past couple of years. Please... forgive me that I doubt you, but I need some sort of sign that you are there and that I'm doing the right things.

7. I'm not what I used to be a few years ago. I've grown older and more mature and can handle my own shit so much better than I used to. I wish you could forget that the old me never existed because I miss you and wish that I never scared you away like that. You were a good friend to me, and I think we should totally hang out sometime to catch up, ya know?

8. I'm sorry what happened. We both said things we didn't mean, and I forgive you for hurting me. I know now that we can never be friends again, but I still feel sad about everything. I don't expect you to forgive me for the stuff I said to do, but just know that I didn't mean it and that I'm sorry.